when songs are much more than songs

i miss him.
now, i can feel that i miss him.
if only he were here, just in front of me ,
i'd feel so comfortable.

it is not emotions. or anything physical.
i surely do not feel "something" for him.

it is just sometimes you need somebody,
from the past,
that makes you feel home.
makes you feel good,
bitter maybe.
but good.

i miss him.
if only he were here,
i'd look in his eyes, and i'd feel like a child ( i am a child. ) and we'd talk about songs.
the only thing we could talk about.
and i 'd be home again, for a few hours.
and i'd feel good.